Tuesday, 7 October 2014

My last birthday wish for you


It's your birthday today. I wanna greet you but I don't want to talk to you any more coz I know you will just ignore me. :(. So I decide to write it on my blog. " To my dearest love, Happy birthday to you. I wish you all the best and find your true love someday. I remembered last year its was so amazing lunch on your day. I give you a slice of cake. I wish I can give you whole today. Did you know that my only wish on my last birthday is to have a greetings from you but you didn't greet me :( it is really sad that you forget or you just don't care at all. for the past three years you greeted me at facebook and I miss those wishing message :(. I hope you are happy today. I love you so much even though you can't love me back. I wish you good health and peace in mind." This is my last birthday greetings. (I hope) Now I already accept that you will never be mind.

Monday, 22 September 2014

How to move on with the guy?

Moving on is so hard. No body said its was easy. But here's what I do. I'm so eager to text/call him but when I hold my phone I decide to play or chat my friends. When I am alone and I remember him I just go out to my room and eat or talk to my family or clean my room. I decided not to look at his social media account. Cry all night will help also until you get tired. Until the day you're tear are stop falling. And lastly I go to church and pray. God is Great he will find a way for you to move on. Just Pray and Pray. "Stop thinking him will help you a lot to move on. Focus on yourself." Good luck :)

Friday, 13 June 2014

I WILL NO LONGER LOVE YOU

I will not be a stranger anymore
I won't reply or answer your call (I know you will do this)
I "NO" longer jealous to your past and future girlfriend
I will no longer goes to your profile
I will no longer care of you.

 AND MOST OF ALL....

 I WILL NO LONGER LOVE YOU 



P.S: Exactly today no communication for 3 months. I hope tomorrow I can do all this. I promise from now all I will try all my best to FORGET YOU.

Wednesday, 4 June 2014

3 months and letting you

I gave my self 3 months from the last time I talk to you, if we will not talk anymore after 3 months I will totally forget you and remove you to all my contacts and social networking. I have to move on to my life and be normal again. I want to have a happy life again without worrying the person who never cared for me. 10days from now its been 3 months since you last reply my text. and its almost 10 months since I last kiss you but the memory and the feeling is like yesterday, it is still fresh in my mind. I can't stop looking and stalking you. When I texted you last week you didn't not reply. I am very sad in 10days no more you in my life. Forget and get to my life. I am not so sad that you didn't love me, but I lost you, our friendship, my good adviser, my brother and most of all the person you makes me laugh in any ways. I have no regrets that I love you so much but if there is a chance that I can turn back the time I will hide it and I will never let you touch me. Good bye to you.