Sunday, 24 November 2013

Missing You

GETTING TO KNOW:
Remember the first time we talk How comfortable I am to share my feeling with you Remember the first time we meet I am really shy, I can't look at your eyes

FRIENDS
Thankful because you always there to listen to my drama's, for teaching me, for sharing your food, experience, knowledge, story telling, jokes, and your drama. Especially for sharing you problem eventhough we don't know each other for a long time. You trust me without knowing who really I am. Thank you for sharing your music and movies. I am thankful because when I am really sad you always make me smile, you are very positive person in all situation.

FWB's
I don't regret for giving you my everything, coz I know this is the real love. what I felt for you is forever, I know its really hurts to know that you will never love me the way I do, but I'm still hoping that way day you will realize how much I love you, one day I wish you'll remember how I really care for you.

LOVE:
The hug and kisses are romantic, how I wish you feel the same way like I do, remember your hugable body, I don't want to let go. Like I'm holding my favorite stuff toy when I was little. Your soft lips that I want to kiss every morning when I wake up and before I sleep to say goodnight.

SORRY:
Sorry for all the lie, sorry I give up waiting for you. Sorry 'coz I can't tell you how much I love you. Sorry for myself because I give my all to you. Sorry for all the thing I've said and done.

GOODBYE:
I will not say goodbye, 'coz peter pan said: Goodbye is going away and going away means forgetting. I don't want to forget you but i have to let go. I don't want to hurt myself again coz I know you will never be into me. One day if we meet again I'll be strong to my feeling. I will not love you the way I feel right now.

SOMEDAY:
It's really hard not talking to you like we do before, It's killing me but I know God has a plan for us. I will never forget how amazing friend you are. but I will forget the feeling I felt for you. I wish we will both happy with our own lives. I pray you will find the right person that makes you happy.

FOR NOW:
I will miss you and remember everything we had. but if someday came everything will be alright. I will miss our lunch, meryenda and dinner. Chatting and talking in the middle of the night will be memorize.